I'm scared for being alone..

I've shed enough tears. I'm sick of being alone. The world has always been against me, my heart and soul. My destiny won't no longer be to shed tears for others. I'm sick and tired of being alone, being in pain. You can't even imagine. I'm not spoiled, I've never been truly happy, there has always been something that won't give me what I need. I might be happy, I might love that one person. But with all this pain in my heart, how can I make him happy? I need just something. This have been as long as I've lived. Why? I won't even say what it is. I feel ashamed of it, no one knows about this. That's why I'm so open about myself, because no one can see this one side of me.

I just can't handle this anymore. Inside, I'm dying. Why did this happen to me? I can't even explain what it is. People is gonna blame, yeah, I can't even handle to write this down. It might be just one thing, but it's so big, so huge.

I admit that I love you, and you make me happy! That's why I'm asking you to just stay, just hold me tight! Please, don't leave. I'm scared of being alone. I don't want to do this no longer.. Just.. Help me..

~ Lil' Kriss